I don’t think I’ve ever had a worse Christmas.
I have been trying to fight these feelings for a couple of weeks but maybe saying it out loud will help lift it away.
Each Christmas is a little difficult because I cannot be with my family, traveling to see them just does not make logical sense.
But usually we have some sort of small celebration with friends here, and this adds a light to the season.
This month has been horrid, filled with difficult unexpected projects that have exhausted and frustrated me.
Disappointments have left me lonely and sad, and feeling more alone that ever before.
Now a trip I don’t want to make is getting even more dreadful by the minute.