Sometimes I wonder if I am submissive enough to completely give myself over.
I can be stubborn and have difficulty just accepting what Master says sometimes.
While I truly believe that my reason for having difficulty accepting is not without grounds,
I wonder if I am not supposed to be like that, so I doubt my submission.
Then I read of others that seem so accepting, I am not sure this is me.
How will I ever know? Does any of this make sense to anyone else?